a new beginning

Many people have said different things to me just for encouragement but hers hits me so dearly

I had dropped my faith and picked up the devil’s lies. I had started walking unconsciously not knowing my direction

However I met my step forward the day she called, my aunt, I was skeptical but decided to pick the third time

“Hello”came the voice “l heard what you are going through” she continued “Listen to me Lois, I knew your Mom is unable to pay your school fees. You may have repeated the class but you have not lost Hope. It’s only a dead man that is without Hope

I gave a deep breath ” i’m just tired of this life, aunt I….. “could not alter a word as soon as tears runs down my chicks

I was indeed speechless. My Mom told me I might not write my final exams because she has no means to complete what I was owing the school

I could remember vividly the day she politely told me “my daughter you know my health status, the hospital has consumed all what could push you forward” pray God provides

I soon became a shadow of myself. Everyone was a threat to me. So some concluded I’ve lost my mind

“Lois” my aunt’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts ” No matter how it is, it will only get better”.

Those words pierced into my heart slowly

It keep ringing into my heart. It soon became my confession “It can only get better”

As simple as those words were, they make a drastic change in my mindset. The more I appreciate it, the brighter my life became

I started healing inwardly. It soon reflected on my physical appearance

I had to let go of the past: the disappointment that anguish to a new beginning which soon shed hope and light. I became so open to so many opportunities and possibilities

I soon got my God father who push forth my education

Thank God for those words which helped me let go of my old mind. My old self

A NEW BEGINNING